Monday, May 14, 2007

*insert fitting title here*

Things of mine to see:

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Well, I'm in a slightly better mood today. So first things first: Outback Steakhouse.

They do that "call ahead seating" thing. We called in and they told us there would probably be a table ready somewhere around 5:45. No problem. We get the around 5:30 and get a little pager thingy. (Number 42) We wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait. Finally, something like half an hour later, my dad asks the hostess why we haven't been seated yet. Turns out THEY CROSSED US OFF THE LIST!!! We sat there and they gave our table to someone else.... They ended up giving us our drinks and appetizers for free, though. :) We must have waited an hour for our table. It was insane.

In other news... Several days ago, (Maybe even a couple of weeks ago) I wrote something that I would call a suicide note. Obviously, I haven't used it, but I didn't destroy it yet either. I was flipping through the folder it was hidden in at school, naming almost each thing for my ex-girlfriend who asked what all was in there. At that one, I said "Something you don't need to know about" and kept going. Then she stopped me and asked what it was. I tried so hard to tell her, but I couldn't. I just broke down and let her read it. This scared me because there were things I hadn't told her about me in there, primarily my indecision about believing in God. I figured she would overreact, but she didn't. Instead she acted like she knows what it feels like. I have no idea how she could possibly know.

Well, I wanted to hide out in the closet again tonight, but I didn't get a chance. I probably won't get to again until Wednesday or Thursday.

I can't wait until 3:10 on Thursday. School ends until 6:00 (As far as I'm concerned, anyhow) some day mid-August. I can't stand school too much longer.

*howls*

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